Recession can only be..

For quite sometimes not blogging perhaps somebody might been thinking that i'm dead or sumthin' rite..kohkohkoh.. =D
The real thing was..I'm not even have a mood to update anything cus my life daily just a same routine n commonly 'lame' and repeated.

BUT..quite changes happen towards my worklife and i'm so happy that i'm back in track again to cope with it.Yeay~!I love my mummy!Eh? [tak de kena mengena =P]
First of all,deepest condolences to my friend : Nazri Ahmadeus whom lost his father on 22-10-2010.His father sadly to say that kembali ke Rahmatullah BUT dgn peace and wisdom,Amen Yarobbal alamin.
Nazri be strong Okeh.

I'm here anytime to listen anything if you need a friend,hoooyeahhh =)
But i must say,he one of a strong and creative person i ever knew and deep down i really do understand the 'lost' feeling.My grandma yg passed away this year on August
before and my sick mummy......... =)
Anything can happen actually.
There's no suprise~

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

This is one of my favourite song..No surprise by Chris Daughtry.Ahhh memamng melting habes dengar dia nyanyi.Kalau dapat duet ngan Chris saya rase lebih banyak saya pengsan terlebih excited daripada menyanyi.Wakaka~ =P~

Sekarang hati saya ade sedikit lapang,tak kisahlah even arlyn buat lawak bangang mengatakan dat 'tutt' status dah bertukar and she said : saya nak bermeditasi sampai bila??
Wahai BFF ku yg terchenta yg saje dok mengusharrrr line haku panas ke tidak.[wtfish?]
Saje bikin 'menghanjingkan' aku yang sedang bermeditasi[mencari mission life diri sendiri okeh-takde kena mengena dengan lelaki] tapi tidak mengapa...
I need time alone by myself.
Sampai bile?Fate's written earlier than we can imagine.
So then,let it goes naturally.Aku kalau boleh,umur 29 begini jga sudah nya pun gua 'relekk sajeeeeeeeee' =D

If it's the best for me so then the result definitely through out a process that have facts and data [dah ko jgn nak melalut] I mean..Pro and cons yang must say come with options and declination plus SELECTION of coz! =)
Huhhh..Mengeluh sedikit...Aiyo saman saya sampai 300.Lepas ni nak buat-buat muke kesian,hujung bulan ni gi balai polis settle saman dan tetiba nak jadi 'baik' sekejap.
Ala..mcm ape tuh...ala..mcm muke kucing tuh~ala yang itu laaaa~Hisk susah sgt la nak explain~Macam kucing di bawah!


Lepas tak kalau muke aku yang buat mcm nie?Wakakaka

Owh alahai,hari ini terasa macam penat tapi fine =)
It's complicated..~waaa..suda pandai meng'complicated kan diri.
Minggu ni nak balik kg juga :D
Owh saya amat menyukai tempat saya membesar dan ketenangan saya ade di sana.
Banyak dosa saya dgn ibubapa saya hanya bila bersama mereka selagi ade hayat saya terasa i'm actually cleaning the dirts and sins step by step.Yearpp..

Heart wisdom is the most important to me.I don't care kalau people never give up with their sins but for me my sins-i dah tak tertanggung.I tak mau hidup dalam forbidden fate and spell yang unbreakable.Mau suwey2 mase lampau vanish and Next step ahead,
whatever happen,what ever it takes i'll never fall back and say - "Look at me~I'm living in regret" cus i am a person that akan step ahead and learn from my stupid mistakes.

Live in dignity yooow~ even it's not HOLY~ =)

Nota Pusat :
Diana is otw to see me right now,another BFF of mine.
kehkehkeh..
Dia lapaaaa okeh dan saya seperti biasa peneman utk my BFF.I love them till die.

Kamu jangan sesekali mencari saya lagi even ade penyesalan kerana dengan saya tidak mungkin adenya kali ke-2.I hate number = 2.... =)

eq.farraney ANOMALOUS